Venting….. Don’t mind me
Hey Tumblr it’s been awhile since I actually blogged about something personal but I felt the need to do it because this is a problem that’s plagued me my whole life. I have a problem with people acting like I don’t fucking exist. Somebody may be in a jam and in need of assistance and still they will ignore my suggestion until they’ve exhausted all other choices and then maybe, just maybe, they’ll give my suggestion a try. To make things worse, when my suggestions work niggas act like “oh it wasn’t even that big of a help”. Well excuse the fuck out of me for helping your sorry ass out. I feel like people refuse to hear me and that’s one of the quickest ways to get cut out of circle. My circle is, ironically, small for that reason. If you are truly my friend you would take into consideration things I say. For instance, spring break is a few weeks away and I’ve been bringing it up to my niggas let’s book a place in South Beach….SINCE OCTOBER but nobody wanted to hear me out and now that the deadline is approaching and shit is filling up niggas want to jump down my throat to save the fucking day. This shit could have been resolved months….. I repeat MONTHS ago. So, even though I want to go to Miami for Spring Break, I feel like it’s not something I should break my neck for to make happen. I think situations like that are another reason I wanted to do music. I just want to be heard and for the world to hear my thoughts and ideas. But nonetheless if I don’t go to Miami for Spring Break then I’ll here on Tumblr.
